today my mum and i went to visit my grandma at pontian.:D
then my bro n dad went urmm..my uncle's house at dunno wad place.so baisically,
we went diff ways :D
hahah.
then we went off at 11.30. reached city square at about 12 smth at johor. then my mum n i cabbed to larkin. then my auntie went fetch us to my grandma's house. (:
then we reached at bout 2 smth.
then i saw my grandma!!!:DDD missed her sooooooooooooooooo much!! she dint know i was coming :D
then also saw alot aunts and uncles.
then i went to see my 3rd uncle. my grandma had to take care of him. thats why she cant live with me anymore for..until he gets bttr.
he is really really sick. he cant sit up without help, and hes skinny to the bone. as in really. like skeleton..
i feel so.just felt like crying.
not just because hes sick. cause my grandma is sooo frustrated because of many things.
whenever ppl there have probs, they wld go to her, which then adds on to her frustration. i feel like crying when i just saw her today. shes like soo worn out and often forget where she put her stuff. its not cause she senile or anything. i can really feel that it was because of the frustrations that occupies most of her mind.
its like. i feel like i shldnt tie her down to myself.its too selfish..
but we cant bear to be apart from each other..D:
ahh. nvm.
then we played black jack n sorts, then time to go back. my grandma followed us back :D
but she will be leaving on monday..D:
i really cant ..nvm.
anyway, 2mrw got tuition and test. i no xin qing le lah! asshole.
and shiyun's party.